I've yet to discover who i am.But for now im happy jus being me. im a bitch when i feel like it.i hate being ignored.i hate selfish people.i hate liars especially when one of em turns out 2 be ur "SUPOSSED" pal.I cant live without music!I can be quite shy..Im always late.Im pretty stupid at times.I like making people laugh I day dream way too much.It doesnt take a lot to distract me.To be fair... if you say you love or care about me - YOUR LYING. Clumbsyness is definatley something i suffer from,can't seem to find what i'm looking for would rather be living in the world i create in my own head.I'll respect you if you stand up for your opinions.Im not afraid to be myself You may not like me but hey im only human and i dont care Got a problem? Then tell me not everyone else! Life's short so stop bitching I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.I believe that everything you do bad comes back to you.So everything I do that's bad, I'm going to suffer for it.But in my heart, I believe what i'm doing is right.So I feel like i'm going to heaven.
Interests
random shit man
Favorite Music Video
LDN-Lillly allen
Favorite Movies
Favorite TV Shows
I watch almost anything but I do have a few favorite shows:
+THE OC !!! +Laguna Beach +Lost +Family Guy +Life As We Know It +Prisonbreak +Smallville +Arrested Development +Veronica Mars +Will & Grace +Hope And Faith +Broken Saints (anime) +S.A.C. 2nd Gig (anime) +Samurai Champloo (anime) +Appleseed (anime) +Carnivale +CSI Las Vegas +Cold Case +Spongebob +greys anotomy
Favorite Quote
& i`m gonna make it someday, just because you said i couldn't.
But heres the truth about the truth; it hurts. So, we lie. + Grey's Anatomy --
"Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent" - Eleanor Roosevelt
Change does not cause pain. It is the resistance to change that causes pain.
I wasn't born with enough middle fingers to let you know what I think.
In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on.
a girl only needs three things in life; alcohol to make her strong, love to make her weak, and best friends to pick her up when the first two make her hit the floor.
"i'm selfish, impatient, & a little insecure. i make mistakes, i am out of control, & at times hard to handle. but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe
She said write me a song and fill it all up with the words like 'brilliant' and 'heavenly', make it sound just like the first time 'I love you' was heard. - Edwin McCain
--I stood there, until his eyes filled with the darkness all men's eyes fill with the moment they realize you won't say no.
hey damassss!!!! ladies and gents this has to b the weirdest and coolest chick av met in quit a while...she is surprisingly smart although she does manage to hurt herself in the most inovative of ways....breaking her nose n shit like dat...shis a good listner and offers good advice (most of the tym) she can b xtreemly annoying and sometimes cant shutup!!!! but ya u get used to her and Pretend to like her...ha! ha! just playing balqy u know therez love..nway ya..get to know her b4 she talks herself to death!!!!!
hey u!! i knw eh, its been ages! how u been?? lol i actually just got back 4m egypt ydae! stayed in sharm fer a wk :p neway wt can i say abt u..? balqesa is a gorgeous, crazy, fun, out there(in a gud way!!), n oe of the nicest ppl ive met... havnt met her in the longest time, (dunno where ur lot btw!) but we had some gud times in coast.. remember u on the table at yamas or whatever?! lol.. neway enough of that, basically shes a crazy gal n u all shud get t no her...ur missin out on 'the full package' if u dont :) kk take care hun!! mwa mwa! hope to c u soon..xxx (ps: im waitin for mine now :p) byeee!! x
hey babe!heres ur profile comment(be happy!) balqeesa is jus the most amusing chick you can come across.she lives like she is in the OC or laguna bitch!lol!chick is ballin out of control.jus thought of a phrase that reminds me of you...."kirsten!!!!!youre such a whore!!!!"dunno why. -back to your comment- bal is white(no offence),OK not white but blonde,or rather you have your white barbie blonde moments which i terribly miss.youre one of the few people who i know like emo music and i can alwez rely on when it comes to unknown rock music.coz you know it all. stay sexxxxy biyooootch! and remember....you would rather be a rose in a bed of roses than a rose on a bed of weeds.(i still dont it) i still have youre pics and i will post them to you like tomrw or sumthn. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Helloz!!!Well...what can i say about you, my dear Balky?(Hey, it sounds like a puppys name...hehehe...k i get it...not funny huh...)...You know, come to think of it we just met...But i think we're going to go a long way as friends, you're a very special gal, funny and spontaneous(spelling...),so keep it that way and never change pretty burrrdy...By the way, dont know if you noticed but this is just not the right day for me to give out comments...So amma leave you with this one for now...
hey bal!!!!!!!!...how u doin...well i kinda now the ans 2 dat coz im tlkin 2 u rite now!...hehe yea i REALLY hope u can com 2 our grad..wud b AMAZIN!!!!...btw asha looks ssooooo much like u in her pic!!.....so hows uni??.... cnt wait till i go off 2 uni 2!!!! need 2 get out of here!!! lol this conv wid ada is well funny!!! LMAO!!.. o btw hoo dat cutie babies in ur pics on myspace?..theyr ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
U know when Bal talks, all I can hear is "blah, blahblah, blahblahblahblah"! Didnt know I was gettin a parrot for a sista when she was delivered! LOL...seriously, though, I cannot describe Balsqueeza coz she is indescribable! And her profile is total bullshit! she is sooo sweet! she just frontin to keep all the haters out! I love her to death coz she my baby sista! Seems like all my siblings hate Kenya coz they didnt see it the way I did! Spoiled assed brats! Be proud of who u r biatch! Yeah I miss Cairo too but oh well! Bal, keep bein "white" and readin em Harry Pothead books! Love ya!
Oh Balqesa! Paleees! This gurl is my lil sis and she is so mental. I think she got dropped on the floor when she waz a baby cuz she is crazy. I cant stand her! She talks bak to ppl like they dont mean shit to her especially Daddy! I dont know how u do that Bal! Balqesa is funny and she does weird things one has to wonder! She is already 16 and i cant believe that. Ur profile is shit!! Balqesa is the biggest hypocrite ive eva seen! "I hate Gossip ppl!" YEAH RIGHT! "Dont judge ppl b4 u get to know them". I do agree with that but do u? What bout Halima? Give her a chance.. I know she's ugly as a donkey but get to know her! NAH, I love this gurl's courage. She has given me headaches eva since we moved to kenya. I know u hate Nairobi, Cairo Rulez!!!! This girl hasnt got any respect for tha elders! She keeps on taking my cds without asking me, My cd player! I dont know how i got to live with her for 16 years! Thats why i wanna go boarding! What i do like bout my lil sis is that she backed me up alot of times! The times i went to Jordan's party and other nights! U gave me brilliant ideas! Like telling aba that i have a 2 day field trip and he actually believed me! U told mum that Jordan is a muslim! What an Idiot she waz! Thanx 4 everything. I dont know how u r still keeping calm in Nairobi! U barely do shit in this country with ur friends! One day u will just wanna run away but if u do, Ill KILL YOU! be nice to daddy! Dont pressure him! I know Lil Fag Abdul Rahman is a spoilt bratt but u aint different! ANywayz, Balqesa u r kul and i just hope u just stop being disrespectful and start being a woman like Asha and Jamila! Im out, Have a fucking boring Summer break while i get CRUNK in ATlanta with ASHA! Have fun!
BALSQUEEZZEERR!...bal my black ass bitch...im missin u like shit. even though we've been through our shitty times and crappy bitch fights life isn't as interesting without them. i also wanna thank u for taking my back wen i had fights with certain ppl. lifes has been no doubt different with out u being the more outgoing and confident one outa the black sister hood(i kinda miss ppl gettin us confused =P and thinkin we r sisters its a compliment for me ya kno). after u left not only did i become the only black girl in our class but the only black person in senoir school...it wasn't easy as i didn't hv a fast mouth like u, but i learnt from u and became more confident. bitch i cn't blieve im not gonna be here wen u come...wen r we gonna meet then?!!?...bitch u better come visit me someday in england! missin ur ass...literally =P...and im not the only one...im sure all those fellaz ova there get what i mean ;) LOVE U!
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